Since 2017, I’ve kept journals, both written and recorded, inadvertently capturing how mis/un-diagnosed autism and ADHD have shaped my emotional regulation. This archive traces the emotional landscapes that fuel my practice. Each entry captures a fleeting state — grief, obsession, nervousness, frustration — observed and embodied in real time.

Acting as both research and preview, these emotional fragments inform the characters and fictional worlds I build. Each entry inspires new archetypes, and serves as seeds of inspiration for future writings, paintings, installations, and experimental works. All art is personal. This archive doesn’t try to hide it.